PiNk!

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Steady Bros @ 00:17

Yo!
haven't been blogging at all lately. so decided to just type a few things.
allright, just finished writing sgc and its a total full of crap.
full of lies :O

bu shi wo xiang de tai duo, shi ni men jue de wo xiang de tai duo.
just believe me seriously.
allrights total randomness i dunno wad i'm talking already..
just wanna say how cui life is lately. so many million things happened:O
next time den say more ba.
just came here to grumble and how retarded the SGC made me felt.
NIGHTS ALL.

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Know my place in you from the little things you've done:O @ 23:54

right. today's thursady and i've offically totally couldn't keep awake for the whole week.
sometimes i wonder if going to JC was a right decision.
Study jiu study la why say like nvr study liddat.
everyday is passing so quickly and quickly, awhile only two weeks gone liao. eh?
life isn't as enjoyable like before as all sorts of shits start showing up after some time.
damn fake ttm pls.
ai ya and i still think that people dun mean what they say.
saying this min to fu yan you, and in the next min they are doing something else already.
does it matter how big or smallt he thing is? its still an agreement made before hand.
and it happened to alot of people:O
okay i think there is just nothing wrong with wanting themselves to be happy and comfortable.
yeah juz disregard the feelings of others then.
right..
Okay.
haha so many months pass already and still can't really get myself into the correct feeling
still can't get myself over with the past. yeah totally
i also duno why. damn freaking retarded.
i have totally so many things to say if it was the old you. i totally have a million things to say right now and i duno say to who.
can't get that kind of trust for me from others nor can i get that kind of trust for them for you.(chim:O)
yup. Lol..
at least i have a place to type it all out. hopefully someone understands it too. hopefully.
and its juz some random post in the middle of the night when i'm stoning ttm!
sighhh
try to post abt investiture soon:D
nights all!
still disappointed like usual~
PiNk-

Friday, April 16, 2010

Totally hurt by you, whom I care about totally. @ 23:59

I'm sad.

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Totally confused you know @ 23:33

sighh!
had quite an awesome day today, but once night arrives, it can just totally screw me.
night -> solo stone in room -> den start to wonder everything -> den start begining to be afraid
like totally i'm so afraid to be get so totally painful again.
once is enough, not to mention twice.
totally sighh
i juz suck at it and i dunno why. yup yup.
its been so many years already, i still stay stagnant at this foolish stage.
its the fear of losing someone you care most ttm dat stops you from doing more things.
its juz that i care for this person dats why i dun wanna lose her.
wad if i get ignored forever?
like totally.
just let me fall asleep and never wake up someday. i need some rest. like totally
at least dreams make me happier?
should juz kill off all the emotions and silence away all the love. wouldn't life be better liddat?
den no one will feel hurt, den no one will be afraid of losing someone u really care about
i dun wanna feel so hurt by everything. sian!
every small small things i also feel so affected. guess its juz me! sigh
not to mention handling all the shits myself for so long!
really super tired liao.
super!
dun lie to me anymore, please, anyone.
applies to so many parts of my life, and quite a few people.
plus one clearly painful loss.
lose liao lor, as usual.
ps lah i bo bian, keep to myself also sian, juz type out in words i feel happier at least!
ps people! and hor,
welcome milly, for coming back Singapore!
we all missed you lots lots!
PiNk-

Friday, April 2, 2010

like who to fall back on? @ 16:03

ok this is a totally bored day!
its freaking boring like duno why!
slacking in the room since morning till now and duno wad i doing.
have zero mood to do work and did zero work for many days already.
like totally have to sort out all my thinkings before i can proceed on!
like totally cui lah right now:(

freaking sad sia!
think juz totally forget about everything and dun care everything.
yeah, once scarred, always scarred.
works tgt with the principle of once bitten twice shy.
zero confidence in every single shit right now! tsk tsk
woots!
okay i duno wad i talking.
juz some freaking moodswing on one random freaking heatwave afternoon
tsk tsk!
PiNk-

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

SUPER AWESOME SPECIAL FRIEND! @ 22:01

OKAY LIKE TOTALLY I'M GONNA DEDICATE THIS AWESOME POST TO MY AWESOME NUMBER 5 DATS GOING ON A BATAM TRIP!
yeah we are all gonna miss her ttm!( of cuz especially me lah! :O)
and this super special awesome batam girl is called milly or molly, mili, nano and many others!
AHHH LIFE WILL BE SO EMO WITHOUT THIS SUPER SPECIAL AWESOME NANO AROUND HOR?( sorry barrry for using ur S-S-A framework)
HAHA have to admit that sometimes u just love to bully me. but its allright i'm still damn good to you:P
and hor STOP IGNORING ME FOR NO REASON KAYS! HAHA LOL
i never bully you de kay:P

WOOTS its molly!

SOME MONSTERS?

FINALLY TWO NORMAL PPL:D (Y) S-S-A

and hor lastly, thanks ah milly for listening to me grumble all my shits!

it will be so cui ttm solo life lehx!

its like SUPER SPECIAL AWESOME TTM

quick see this post molly!

its a good luck post before u leave for batam!

the whole earth can now see how SUPER SPECIAL AWESOME U ARE NOW!

OKAY QUICK COME SAY I'M THE BEST(Y)

take care peng you!

PiNk-

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

WHEN THE PiNk COMES BACK! @ 22:42

OKAY PEOPLE! HELLO!
AFTER LIKE A TOTAL OF A MILLION YEARS, I'M BACK!
okay its really a million years you know ppl!
during this period of my absence, i formulated a law called the law of amplification!( dun tell you what issit, its juz some law slightly better than newton's law)
yupyup so basically i got the inspiration from someone who is perfectly fitted for this law
and the law states that everything will amplify by a million times as compared to the true value.
okay stop the nonsense!
i duno what to write as there is totally too many duno wad to write.

AND AS PROMISED! I AM BACK TO BLOG CUZ I PASSED MY FREAKING CHEMISTRY TEST!
ON ORGANIC CHEMISTRY! LIKE WOOTS I'M SO HAPPPY!
ITS BEEN ONE YEAR SINCE LAST MID YEAR I PASSED CHEMISTRY..
WOOTS!@_@

Many things happened sia during this time! so many many big big events! like totally many lor!
woots!
haiix first thing is, now's late march already! and its time for exco to step down soon:(
one year just passed so freaking fastly and i totally duno why time pass so fast.

Secondly, SunMi no more in wondergirls already:( change to wad LIM. i oso duno!
LIM BANCHUAN?. yeah..

THIRDLY, LIKE AGAIN, ONE YEAR HAS PASSED SO FASTLY. AND NOW ITS THE JUNIORS TURN TO CAMPAIGN.

haix and i duno wad to type. juz typing duno wad.
and i'm like totally cui right now! yesh TL'S HANDS! TOTALLY!
urghhh bitch!

K LA SOME MAJOR THINGS DAT HAPPENED!
1) HOUSE EXCO CAMP!
2)THEONE
3)NO MORE LIAO I THINK?

1) EXCO CAMP!
basically very randomly, exco camp juz arrived on a random friday with a totally very random feeling on a very random school day.
very randomly i felt that i was in a random logistics com again and again, doing random logistics during the camp!
and very randomly, for the first time, i saw random people appearing for the camp as i didn't attend the tea session on some random day with the nominees cuz of some rehearsals for theone!
and so, very randomly the exco camp started very happily for us at the OPS ROOM!
the camp was afterall quite fun and tiring too yeah?

okay the first day!
basically we started on a very random evening dat day and got the j1s to assemble at the track there lor.
den its like they totally duno wads happening and i really felt that the camp VERY RANDOMLY STARTED.
and so as usual, confirm one, j1s were scolded at the start of the camp!
ok wrong, they are basically scolded for the whole of the first night! wa like totally cui!
haha! nothing much abt day one lah! juz some discipline thingy to show the seriousness of the camp yeah?
allright NIGHTS PPL proceed to day two!

day two was land ex? i can't remember! yes i think so!
so mass dance in the morning for half an hour where we dance all sort of random dance to relax!
j1s were much better today!
but i dn really know the juniors.. non mentors:(
so watch them nia lor!
For land ex, TL, SANDY AND ME were the photographers for elaeanor
its a pretty cute and nice group(Y) totally like totally and totally nice! cute sia they all!
hmmm although we were the photographers, i think sandy took more pictures of herself compared to the official photos! LOl
she's perma LOMO LOMO-ing with my phone.. LOL
totally crazy ttm!
and so followed them till lunch them before we made our way back to sch and stoned all the way till they came back!
had a freaking long slack period:O
den its nightwalk time where i and amanda had some super nightvision at the LT4! LOL
so many funny things happened.
LIKE TOTALLY FUNNY!
THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT(hint hint!)
theres one time where i and amanda both fell asleep totally and forgot to make the scary phone call! LOl
den zong ying had to ran all the way up to find us to wake us up! OMG
its 2+ A.M OKAY! tsk tsk! but its still quite fun to camp inside there watching them scared!
haha so evil:X i'm bad!:(
k la end of the day!

third day i totally forgot wad happened liao lah haha!
OKAY ONE TOTALLY CRAZY LAST THING!
during the camp when its bed time, amanda, liyan and i made the atrium tables our bed
and scholar sim bascially changed her bed like a million times!
she translated here and there from one table to the other duno how many times lah!
LOL :p

k la i think dats more or less the end for camp? haha!

OKAY THE SECOND EVENT!
2) THEONE!

okay people i'm gonna be super freaking totally imba gosu ttm plus gosu plus ttm and totally high!
LOL
okay its like the day theone announced, i was like freaking excited lah! and was like freaking wondering if i would have the chance to join the dance with bryan they all like wad we discussed during orientation. yeah!
den its like finally got that chance to perform DANCE! WOOTS I'M TOTALLY HAPPY AND EXCITED CUZ OF DANCE! I JUZ LOVE IT WOOTS!
TOTALLY ENTHU ABT IT WOOTS!
ok ya den soon its time for some GODLY DEMONIC GODLY training time!
wa its tough but fun!
thats all i can say for the process!
its tough but its fun! woots
i totally enjoyed it lah!
woots XPLIZIT(Y)
love everyone there man! WOOTS ZAN, MUS, BRYAN, WEILUN AND SAM!
like totally love the dance i duno wad to say but juz totally LOVE IT! WOOTS

the practice was freaking long man! freaking tough and tiring! whaaa but everything its so worth it for dance!
its like totally my passion woots! like dreaming of it since j1! and totally dreaming of dance since young! woot okay i'm not that old now either:)
sometime practices end at abt 1030 at night? but the fun thing is dat we all feel very happy and a great sense of achievement after each practice and can crap along the way home! wooots like totally like it lor! i want dance more again! theres a chance soon:)
okay lah thanks to HOUSE EXCO AGAIN for coming support us! totally love you all ttm!
woots!
EXCO FTW! HAHA!
must thanks feng kuang pai dui de ppl for crazy-ing all the way with me dat kept me so freaking high all the way! random but yeah thanks! :)
AND OF CUZ 0924 PPL THAT COME TOO! WOOTS
LOVE THIS CLASS TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTM MAN!

k la and here's some photo abt theone! haha XPLIZIT FTW FOREVER! WOOTS
XPLIZIT!

EXCO AND XPLIZIT!